there are many things in life that
we often take for granted.
the sunshine smiles of your frens
the kind gestures of strangers
the warm love of your loves
day in & day out.
we take simple things like that for granted.
we carry on with our hectic life without
saying a lil thankyou to these people
and its only when its too late
that we stop to give thanks for these god-sents.
i remember the day grandma died.
god, i miss her so much still.
i never wanted to say goodbye.
its been 7ish years. yet i still tear
when i remember her.
under her wings; i feel sheltered.
must things spell disaster
before we can learn to treasure things n pple better?
haf u ever woke up feeling void.
asking yourself why ure alive when u hope to b dead.
and realize the only thing that u get outta bed for
is becos ure being loved by many others.
its this love
that kept me going all these while
in times of rain, you all brought the sunshine back
i found solace under all your love.
so today;
i say thankyou and iloveyou
to my family
to my babyboy (:
to my dear jas girlfren
to my DB loves
to my dear ben
to my dear bestie
to my dear SMU pals
to my dear ac pals
to my dear crescent clique
to my dear frens
you threw me a rainbow
when all i asked for was sunshine
and baby; i know
its a tough fact to accept
a saddening reality to face
its tough to lose ur frens like tt
but life still goes on like always
but you know that
you can always rest with me til a brighter day (:
goodmorning world.
its a bright sunny sunday.
i was up at an unearthly hour at 8am for dental.
im scoff at myself for sitting at my table
with a disgusting twc book infront of me
on this niceeeee sunshine weekendddd.
the only thing i can update on is on muggistry.
and the best things is the cam whoring
still continues (wads new)
so when the mugging gets tough..
the SMUggers get delirious
imac photobooth became our bestfren
irritating donkey yuoooo.
and im just camera shy after midnite.
we dig happy pills
we make muggistry fun (:
mon-twc; fri-econs; sat-financial acct
soon the fight will be over. soon.
and on an angsty note;
dude get real. tell ur frens to shut the fookup.
you're just drowning in the words of others
but its alrite, choose to believe if thats wad
makes you happppyyy
yes its YOU im talking about.
ohgawd. quit being so pathetic
stop talkin abt my frens when u know no shite.
wadever it is,
i say hello today;goodbye yesterday
embrace today; fuck yesterday.